ch.ch.ch.ch.changes.

i love northern california. i love wine country, i love san francisco. i loooove it.

my nana's memorial was as lovely as it could have been. so many people came to show their love for her and had the most wonderful things to say. it was such a blessing.

my family survived the 12 hr car rides and we had fun. and enjoyed each other's company (at least i did).

now i'm home. school technically started tonight but i skipped it since we just got home. i have no books. no motivation. blagh. only 2 more classes and i am DONE. well, i'm taking 4 but only 2 count. i hope my teachers remember that...

i wonder who i am. who i've become. i wonder about some of the choices i make now that i would have never made a few years ago. and i wonder how the hell i got to this point. not that it's necessarily bad... but it probably is. then again, this is who i was before, this is who i am now. i suppose the stint in the middle was me pretending to be someone i wasn't. i dunno. i just don't want to pretend anymore.